I Can’t Find the Words to Say Hello (How do you say hello?)

It’s been a while since I talked to you; Haven’t heard your voice lately; You should’ve listen when I had so much to say; Now, I can’t find the words to say hello.

I’m changing gradually, no longer the clingy girl you used to know; I can fix myself now, don’t need your back to lean on; As you can see, I’m still better even without you; I learned to endure, I learned to overcome. . . I can do it on my own.

What I wanted was for you to hear me out and please no more than that; But I guess, that was too much to ask from you or it meant sharing the load with you; I can’t meet a person only during sunny days coz bad weather can be so unpredictable darling; I’m not ending anything, I just realized where to place myself. 

But still, I can’t find the words to say hello. . . It’s when familiar people become strangers. Now, how do you say hello? 

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